So, I don't post on here much. Or, at all, really. I apologize for that, but I've been dealing with a lot and getting on here is a big hassle for me. I still work on my art, though, I promise. I just don't post it much.
I got a new job, so that's kept me busy. I'm also in a very deep relationship with a man I hope to marry someday. I'm not going to go into the details of it, though.
I'm still in college, taking it slow and steady, like a turtle. (Lol)
I'm also dealing with a lot of stress in my life. People are questioning my faith to God, even my mother, and I'm still dealing with the mourning stages of losing my Grandfather back in January. I've been keeping it all to myself and dealing with the emotional impact on my own because I refuse to burden anyone with what's wrong with me.
I'm just disappointed in those that question my faith. I still believe in God, believe His son, Jesus, died on the cross for me. The fact that I don't go to church has not changed those facts. I still read the Bible and pray everyday. I'm just exhausted and prefer to be left alone a lot to my own privacy. I don't want to talk much about anything because every time I close my eyes I see my grandfather just before he died. I love being around the people I care for, but lately I've felt like no one cares about me. The only people truly backing me up as of late are God, my boyfriend/lover, and my best friend.
Sorry for all the ranting in this. I just needed to relieve some stress and writing on paper just takes so long...
I promise that one day, when I've got the time and energy, I will post my art on here. It won't be soon, but it will be one day.
Bye for now, lovelies.